Well,
surprisingly enough I don’t have big dreams. I don’t dream to be rich and what
not. I don’t dream to be working in huge, gigantic, well-known corporation like
most of people would do if they have the chance to. But I do have a dream to get
just enough; not because I’m easily satisfied, but because I think life is
larger than what it means materially.
While most of
my colleagues want to have big jobs, big pay checks at big corporation; well
who am I kidding to say that I don’t want it all huh? But, as far as I’m
concern, that’s definitely not my destination. I want to work somewhere I can
be proud of but not for too long though. Because, at some point in your life
you just want to be free and being able to do anything you have ever wanted is
more refreshing than the thought of having to do things you don’t really enjoy
(unless it is something you enjoy, then stop).
If someone
were to ask me, whether or not I would gain enough money if I don’t become
allegedly big-pay-corporate-guy (which I get a lot, whenever we started to talk
about my dream), I would say this;
“You’re going
to be broke, you’re going to hurt, and you’re going to die anyway. And yes, it’s
ignorant to not say that you are as well going to be happy and enjoying life as
much as people with huge pay checks (or infact you are going to enjoy more than
they are). But, all that is part of life. Just because you’re well-off and
socially-well-done, doesn’t mean social-less-conformer is not going to do well
too, because doing well in life is a perspective. It’s about how you see life, and
most importantly; how enjoy it. And of course, everyone has a totally different
way of celebrating life, you know why? Because it’s their life, and it’s not a
one way street.
Arguing that
life should be enjoyed as if it’s a one way street, is kind of ignorant and
maybe it’s the idea of people who trying to dissemble their weakness in the
celebration. And saying that only wealth can make you happy just because you
would have anything in the world with that notes with written digits is total
fallacy. Despite all above, you might see me struggling to survive the
capitalist world, because that’s what the world want you to know and to suffer
from it. We’ve gone through half of the sufferings, why stops now? Go on and do
what you like.